Thank you - I appreciate the suggestions. It’s well controlled already - I am fortunate to have the best psychiatrists available who have a deep research background, already knew where to look, and was able to balance out brain levels for all the main neurotransmitters with someone who titrated it well. People don’t realize that the best psychiatrists are often experts in pharmacology and medication management for drug-drug interactions. You don’t want to go cheap on it.
I shake my head every time I see an old man think he doesn’t need to talk to a psychiatrist when he clearly needs it and he thinks I’m implying he’s “crazy” when I’m going by purely objective measures. GAD and MDD are way too common.
The hardest part for me is the come down from Focalin XR but it’s relatively manageable with adjuvants and I have been well compensated. It’s actually fairly difficult to find the right people, especially those who are financially challenged. Everyone I know in the support group I’m in had much worse issues with side effects under “algorithmic medicine” - it appears I’m doing the best in it right now - I feel quite close to normal frankly.
I’ve already tried nonpharma approaches DBT/talk/psychodynamic therapy, interoception, yoga, tai chi, ice baths, saunas, mindfulness, breathing exercises, etc. Anything that feels like it has legs.
The only things that work for me are SSRIs/SNRIs+CBT (side effects decrease my quality of life a lot even though they have a moderate effect size, already tried multiple ones), psychedelics+CBT (negligible side effects, but LSD and ketamine are either difficult to source or have longer/undesirable effects with possible nasty adulteration of dangerous NBOMes - I found psilocybin the easiest to source as it’s difficult to fake a mushroom and there is relatively nonexistent drug violence associated with it), diet/exercise/sleep (works but not enough, only an adjuvant), and gabapentin (I’m a responder, but I build tolerance quickly). Sometimes you just can’t fix a biological issue in brain chemistry with nonpharma approaches.
I don’t want to use benzos, buspirone, pregabalin, TCAs, mirtazapine, hydroxyzine, and second-gen antipsychotics like quetiapine. Side effects are worse than SSRIs - I’ve tried most of these before settling on psilocybin.